5 posts tagged “bestfriend”

HAPPY 22nd BIRTHDAY to my one and only guy bestfriend! ♥

My friendship with him has been rocky. Yet we remain the best of friends, I dont even know how or why. He finally found his girl, and somehow I share one of my greatest blessings with someone else. It feels sad sometimes, but I just think of how much we've grown over the past years.. and its about time. I'm happy for all the great things happening to him.. he deserves to be happy and content. ♥ I am just always here. i ♥ u besh!

I miss blogging. I haven't had the time.. my classes are in the evening. When I get home, I just go online and check my mail.. :( and I'm pretty much tired and sleepy.

Here are pictures from last weekend.. I hung out with my girl friends at Serendra.. we had Cupcakes, strolled around, and put Sarene on a hot seat :) Congrats to Matt and Saj! ♥♥♥

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Today has been one heck of a day. I was happy, I almost cried, I got anxious, scared, freaked out and excited.. all in one day.

• I met up with my guy bestfriend who by the way I
  

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  haven't seen for a few months already. Feels good to catch up a little. The hug and the jokes were the best parts of it. :)
• Besh (my guy bestfriend) gave me a late Christmas gift. It was a perfume from Bench (photo on the right). Love it! ♥ I feel bad that I wasn't able to get him any. I just treated him out for lunch. I think I'll get him something good on his birthday.. that's a couple of weeks from now. mental note: save save save!
  
• The guy was in school today and we didn't even see each other. He was with our friends and I was with my bestfriend. I could've dropped by where they were... but I didn't. Err. And I miss him sooooo much. :( I badly wanted to be with him.. but something tells me I shouldn't. I have my reasons (as if him already having a girlfriend isn't enough). I was so perplexed. Darn confused. Worse thing is, this is just all me. :(  - Question: Does the end really justify the means?
  
• My professor (who I have a little crush on. haha) just called out a graded recitation for "Laws on Partnership and Corporations". I wasnt able to read on it. It's not like I have this burning interest to learn about the Law. So next thing I know, he was picking index cards with our names on them randomly. As he called name by name by name.. my heart just kept beating faster. I kind of get anxiety attacks (not so serious ones) when I'm intimidated. I'm weird like that. Luckily, I was "saved by the bell" - such a relief.
  
• As I was driving home, there was an unusual heavy traffic a few blocks away from my house. 5 minutes passed, then 10.. then 15.. drivers of cars and trucks behind me started running out of patience. Then I saw 2 guys running while pushing an empty "stretcher" to the direction of the traffic. A few minutes after, they were running back with an old unconscious bloody guy on the stretcher. I was about 3-5 meters away from the guy. I saw his face and his wounds.. its giving me the creeps until now. Out of curiosity, I asked the bystander outside my car.. he said the guy had a bike accident. The car that bumped him just left. Its really sad. And scary. I hope and pray that he lives.
• I got home still dazed by what I witnessed. Then I suddenly got a call on my cel from Eden, she just had to tell me that I wont tickets for the World Pyro Olympics! She saw my name on this site. Yay! I posted about it yesterday and I think that was what made me win! :) I'd love to watch world-class fireworks! That'd be amazing. :) I'm still thinking of who I should tag along. A guy would be out of the question. Elaine maybe.. I'll ask her tomorrow.

Forgive the shifts of mood. Hah, I was pretty much like that the entire day. I'm signing off, I have to put my head, heart and body to rest. *yawn* There's still a blue sky waiting tomorrow...

It has been 4 dreadful days and I'm still sick. I get migraines.. my colds just wont stop.. I'm starting to become a mouth-breather.. I cough as if all my insides want to come out.. err, okay im starting to get icky. :P Anyway, I just like to share the story of my day, here it goes...

9:55 am - I was late for my 9:40 MARKSOC class (for the nth time). We were supposed to have a presentation on our social marekting plan but since classes got suspended last week, it got postponed to next week. We really needed additional time.

11:30 am - This guy I've been rambling about for the past months was my classmate in my literature class. It was his birthday last saturday and I made it a point that I got him something good. And I did. Or so I thought. When I got to class, I gave him a keychain (that wasn't the gift yet) and he really was thankful for it. It served as an "appetizer" supposedly :P Just when I was about to give him my real gift.. he popped out an "object" from his bag and told me that he got this "thing" for his birthday (which seemed like it came from his girl). I was in shock! It was the exact same thing I was about to give him! I dont know if he noticed but it was like I wanted to melt right then and there. I practically chickened out.

1:00 pm - I was still confused on whether I should give my gift to him or not. I was trying to analyze if this was some sort of sign. Something like.. he already has one, so why does he need another? (And that thing can be interpreted in so many ways!) My mind was quite messed up. I just ate my lunch but my sickness got the best of me. With no appetite, I ate just 1/3 of my food. I felt like I wasted money and so I asked if the guys from the resto if they can keep my food until later. They allowed it. So no wasted money..

1:50 pm - I started having migraines.

2:40 pm - I learned that on thursday I have to sing in class to makeup for my absences. Bummer. I only sing in the privacy of my bathroom. They'll regret it, y'know. During this class, I felt so restless. The idea of the gift incident was taking over me. To give or not to give?

5:40 pm - My bestfriend dropped by school to get something from Elaine. I was smiling despite the uneasiness I was feeling with my migraine. He had a special friend with him.. and it seemed like she wasnt very happy to see me. She didnt smile nor looked at me, she could have at least tried. But all I got was a big pout. Anyway, I also felt bad that my bestfriend, of all people, didn't bother to know how I was. I've been sick for a few days, not a word from him.

6:20 pm - During my BUCOTAX. I texted him to meet me after class. I finally decided to give the gift anyway.

6:45 pm - My business taxation professor gave us our grades for the midterm. I got a 69. Without mercy, she gave me a failing grade. I needed a 70 to pass. I don't want to flunk this term. Please.

7:30 pm - I was anxious to meet him. I went up to his class and we stayed for around 30 mins. I waited til we both had to go before I gave him my gift. He thanked me then he gave me a nice hug and a peck on the cheek. It still worries me though that my gift would have no meaning whatsoever. Like its just a duplicate or something. Well, I'm just thankful I made him smile.. and at least I got a good hug. It's more than what I had expected.

9:00 pm - My bestfriend called me. He was asking how I was!! I have no idea why he did such thing. As if he read my mind! It felt really good that he just had the urge to ask me. I was starting to think that I was losing him. Apparently, he's still there. Really, how could he have known?

Things that happened to me today just tried to balance themselves out - the good and the bad. The *gift* was the highlight of my day.. it lasted all throughout. I pulled it off anyway so I guess I'm okay. Things happen for reasons we cannot explain. I just have to live with it.

I think I'm going on an all-nighter tonight for my export marketing presentation tomorrow morning. I'm still alive. My migraine is killing me, but I have to work work work.. I'll get my much needed rest hopefully after class tomorrow.

Sheeesh, I'm still sick.

Earlier today, I went to visit my bestfriend at his place. I meant to surprise him but I had to be sure he was home so I texted him anyway. He said I could go to his house. When I was almost at his place, I stopped and made a U-turn... It was lunch and I thought of buying him some food. I stopped over at Jollibee then I head back to his place. When I got to his house, I tried calling him.. no answer. So I rang the doorbell and his maid came out saying he wasn't there. I felt bad that he didnt mention that he was somewhere else. A few minutes after I left, he called saying sorry... I felt bad but his apology was consolation enough. I miss that guy already. We havent talked or seen each other for quite some time now. There's always a next time anyway...

On one hand, I've been terribly missing someone for the past few weeks. Its the worst kind of "missing someone" I've felt so far. Describing the feeling is hard as it is. This time, I feel like I'm in some sort of battle... problem is, my opponent is myself. How do I win then?