2 posts tagged “booze”
I'm thinking twice about my weekend Baguio trip. I don't think I'll enjoy it with all the school work! Plus, I dont want to go with a hang over. My mom plans on leaving tonight. I think I'm backing out. I badly need a vacation though.
I think this is it for today. My head is being sucked down by gravity.
My term break is about to end in a couple more days. So what have i done? Hmm.. I've spent my days watching tv, doing some chores, eat, and sleep. Productivity isn't my thing, i guess. Well, I've done a LOT of thinking during my idle hours. I just listen to my music while i organize my thoughts.. stuff like what have i done in my last term.. how my relationships are with people.. blah blah blah. I just realized that i'm not making the most out of my life. There are so many things i want, but none of what i do now lead to them. I know its not New Year's yet, but i set a few resolutions in my head. I dont want to list them down.. i'll just see where this goes. Hehe, no worries, im steady and okaaay right now.. I'm good. But i could be better =)
On a sad note, i'm missing my bestfriend. I could contact him if i wanted to, but no i haven't done that. He's involved in a new relationship and i HONESTLY am happy for him. This is what he has always wanted, now it's his. The thing is, having this girl-boy bestfriend thing, this feeling was bound to happen - jealousy. No its nothing like i want him for me. I just think she has taken my share. My besh would often mention that his girl wants to meet me. Well, i will, just not now. I'm torn between being a good bestfriend and my selfish reasons. I guess ill just stay somewhere in between. If he needs me, im here. Thing is, i haven't been needed for quite sometime now, so i'm just standing by some place i could be.
Oh, another thing. During this term break.. I just realized i'm crushing on someone i've been friends with for a few years already. :) Hehehe. But i think i'd rather keep it a secret. (haha, im smiling.)
(with mica, RJ, and jess)
